My Place. My Passion.: From The Day You Were Born...

Good Morning,

Today I`m gonna post Aston James LO`s from he were born until 7 days old...I hope you dont get bored with his LO`s, since this day all i did is just his LO`s... oh yeah, tell u something, yesterday, i just realize that i have 20 pages LO bout him from his first day until 1 month old, and other 28 pages LO from 1 month until 5 months... My God, so many..,but for me, it`s so precious, nothing precious than this... I write down everything about my feelings, his milestones and everything about him on the LO... so now, im gonna posting it one by one...
Once again, i hope u enjoy it ... :)

Please Welcome Aston James Wirahadi..

This is a couple of LO`s celebrating the day he were born...

And this LO, i made from the baby board that i got from the hospital...

About his name tag, and mine, its about our identity...

This is the announcement that i sent to my friend...

For my lovely beautiful child...

LO`s about your first breast feeding...
This is what i write about it : "I am still amazed and I can't believe that I am holding you in my
arms. Today is the first time I saw and touch you; and reached your little arms. At 07.00 AM, the nurse came up with you and your daddy took you from the crib where they put you. He put you in my arms and I just can't stop thanking God. Andthen my friend, Ratna, suddenly asked me to breastfeed you. She told me to give the best feed for youand to make you feel comfortable. And while I'm doing that, she took acamera and shot this picture. So sweet isn't it? This is the first time for me, I can't believe the feeling and the happiness in holding you in my arms."

And finally, this is about my feelings.. about my happy feelings after i saw you for the first time...
What I feel about you...When i forgot about everything that i had before, when i try to giving birth to you... As some people know, i try about 45 hours, from my first constration, to giving a normal birth.. but i lost my constraction, until at the end, the doctor said that i cannot give a normal birth and ask me to go to the operation room, to have a C- Section... know how it feels? At that time i feel very very sad, im speechless, because all i wanna do is giving a normal birth... Even at the operation room, i still beg to the doctor, and cry very loud....
But the day after, i do realize, what people said about 'no pain no gain' is , its so true... After all that i had the night before, that day for the very first time i hug you very tight in my arms, i can feel my happiness for you, i can feel my love for you... and i would do anything for you... I Love You Baby...

And my journaling in this LO : "I can't describe what I am feeling right now. All of my feelings
become one. I feel happy the most. Especially, when I see my baby'sface for the first time. You are so small and cute with white skin, around face, chubby cheeks, a tall nose, and very red lips. You have your father's nose and ears, your face is a combination of your mother's and your grandfather's, your eyes are combination of your parents'. You slept all day long on your first day although we tried to wake you up to play and breastfeed. You never cried or felt uncomfortable unless you want to pee or poo. Everything that I felt, from the time of pregnancy until now, the pain, the contraction when Idelivered you, have been paid when I saw your face. After almost 45 hours trying to deliver you normally, at the end, I needed to get a
c-section. I can understand now what the true meaning of "no pain no gain" is. For me, Aston James is the result of "no pain no gain". And it makes me believe that you won'tfeel someone's importance and worth to you until you experience the difficulty in getting it."